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Wednesday, February 23, 2005

buzzing in my head!

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Two other songs buzzing in my head right since mid term,

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Rabbi Shergill's 'Bulla Ki Jaana Main Kaun'

A rough english translation I got on the net:

Bulla Ki Jaana Maen Kaun
Says Bulla,who knows who I am!
I am not in the mosque of the believer,
Nor in false rites.
I am not in the pure or the impure.

Neither Moses nor Pharaoh.
Says Bulla, who knows who I am!
I am not in the vedas or holy books,
Not in drug or wine.
Not in the drunkards wasted intoxication,
Not in wakefulness or sleep.
Says Bulla, who knows who I am!

I am not in sorrow nor in joy,
Neither in clean nor unclean.
I am not water, I am not earth,
I am not fire, I am not air.
Says Bulla, who knows who I am!

I am not from Arabia or Lahore,
Nor from India or Nagaur.
Neither a hindu or muslim from Peshawar,
Nor do I live in Nadaun.
Says Bulla, who knows who I am!

I cannot be unearthed in the mysteries of religion.
I was not born of Adam and Eve.
I am not the name I assume.
I am not in stillness, not in movement.
Finally, I only know myself.I cannot know any other.
Who could be wiser than I?
Bulla asks, who then, stands here?
Says Bulla, who knows who I am!
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The second one's Papa Roach's

Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
SuffocationNo breathing
Don’t give a -- if I cut my arm bleeding
This is my last resort

Cut my life into pieces
I’ve reached my last resort
SuffocationNo breathing
Don’t give a -- if I cut my arm bleeding
Do you even care if I die bleeding
Would it be wrong
Would it be rightIf I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight
And I’m contemplating suicide

Cuz I’m losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I’m fine

Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I’m fine

I never realized I was spread too thin
Till it was too late
And I was empty within
Hungry
Feeding on chaos
And living in sin
Downward spiral where do I begin
It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself
And no love for another
Searching to find a love up on a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils

Cuz I’m losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I’m fine
Nothing’s alright Nothing is fine
I’m running and
I’m crying I’m crying I’m crying I’m crying I’m crying
I can’t go on living this way

Cut my life into pieces (and repeat of the entire thing)
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