can't help feel the anxiety
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Can't help feel the anxiety and agony of friends still alive - the euphemism they use.
Once the mind breaks down, nothing more matters, and this collapse depends less on one's own performance and more on the relative performance.
Know it's not logical ... this shouldn't be, but stand with those crumpling friends out there and the flush of pure human empathy momentarily numbs those logical alcoves.
Two years of learning, all reduced to a display of skill in 5 minutes, in a process often so arbitrary.
Can't help feel the anxiety and agony of friends still alive - the euphemism they use.
Once the mind breaks down, nothing more matters, and this collapse depends less on one's own performance and more on the relative performance.
Know it's not logical ... this shouldn't be, but stand with those crumpling friends out there and the flush of pure human empathy momentarily numbs those logical alcoves.
Two years of learning, all reduced to a display of skill in 5 minutes, in a process often so arbitrary.
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